Om's Madhouse 3


#546

They are not random anymore so I can tell pattern and possibly fix the issue they talk about. Have to at least try to do what they tell if it makes sense.


#547

Don’t do what voices say. You’re talking about voices, right?


#548

People extra voices


#549

Today wrote a birthday wish for my father just after they told I didn’t. I’ll just do neutral stuff


#550

OK, that’s not so bad


#551

Being neutral is tough bananas. Nonjudgemental god


#552

My voices are taking one long break. They can control my mental health


#553

Italy, how long has the break lasted?


#554

That’s how I feel, but really want to get rid of it all


#555

Of course they influence your mental health.
Mine too


#556

Since the 22nd of January, just over 6 weeks! I think it’s the longest I’ve gone since I started hearing voices


#557

Good for you. I have days that I hear them and days that I don’t


#558

Mine made me feel like I was going more insane. They called it the ‘insanity spell’ I would start to feel very paranoid and get physicals, kinda like a really bad panic attack.


#559

Yes, I know. Did you change your meds? How did they stop?


#560

I think it’s because I increased risperidone from 4 to 6mg in December. I’m on the fence about it though I also believe the guys doing it to me are simply taking a break


#561

I heard voices with 4mg of risperdal but never went to 6mg since the med made me feel flat


#562

I haven’t noticed any side effects except for sucking my gums. I had a lot of voices on 4mg


#563

Italy, that’s amazing! I’m so happy for you. I have breakthrough symptoms daily on risperidone 3x day and haldol prn. Wonderful news. Gives me hope. Thanks so much.


#564

Thank you @Trishhamby2b, I hope it lasts but I know they will be back, and it will be your turn for a break. You will be symptom free at some point. We are all fighters. Much love


#565

I was taking 15mg risperidone