Om's Madhouse 3


#526

When I close my eyes, I feel I download divine data. I feel a nail of light penetrating the top of my head, or a line of light, a jyotirlinga, connecting my head with heavens


#527

You must be feeling lucky ?


#528

Sometimes I feel blessed and lucky.
When I see the ugly face of schizophrenia, i feel that it’s like a punishment. I am confident and optimistic though


#529

I think we can tell heaven from hell.


#530

The simpson bartender and the rich old man are looking related?


#531

Couldn’t sleep but just 3-4 hours. In real need of real sleep aid. Have to ask Tuesday again for sleep aid


#532

Why you couldn’t sleep? Were you anxious?


#533

Big change coming off seroquel. Last time nurse mentioned Ambien but doctor didn’t approve


#534

Why he didn’t approve?


#535

I guess I’m on so many meds atm. I’ll ask to drop off the invega pills since I’m already on injection.


#536

Yes, if you think it will help, ask him


#537

Woke up with muscle pain all over


#538

Why? 66699555444


#539

It’s ok now. At least I can treat that with pain pill


#540

You must do something about sleep.
Sleep is very important for schizophrenics


#541

How’s your day?


#542

Few voices. Yesterday I had many voices. Today it’s better. You? Any symptom?


#543

Still getting thought broadcasting but minimal. I’ll wait 2 months until I try amyloban if it’s not gone by then.


#544

I wonder if it’s about dopamine levels since it’s kind of cyclical of how you get voices


#545

Minimal. That’s good, buddy