Om's madhouse 2

Same happens to me when the voice goes quiet first

Are you from USA?

Living there 234234234

Do you live independently?

Not at the moment since I canā€™t get any disability benefits since Iā€™m not citizen

Oh thatā€™s bad. I will apply for disability soon. I hope Iā€™ll take it

Where do you get money from?

From my parents. I wish I will get disability.
Itā€™s approved in milder cases than mine.
So I guess I will take it

Today Iā€™ve looked time exactly 10:10 and 11:11 now without intention. Woke up later than 9:9

I see them too but I am sane enough, so I donā€™t get influenced by it.

Itā€™s at least hard not to get influenced by thought broadcasting when they are clear responses that make sense

Do you have thought broadcasting?
TV used to say what I was thinking, or talking directly to me

I get that from my parents mostly now. Itā€™s like they are guiding me from parallel universe.

Yes, I know the feeling. Do you take it seriously or maybe laugh about it? Now, I am sane enough and donā€™t take it seriously. But some days ago I was shocked by the coincidences

If itā€™s good information I take it seriously, but sometimes they start changing their minds and I get annoyed by it.

Changing their minds?

if itā€™s totally opposite what they said before.

I donā€™t understand dude

I donā€™t want to get into details, but itā€™s like my mind has been put into some kind of teaching simulation.
Voice told me that Iā€™m in some kind of spiritual trap.

Do you ever go back to the sources where you heard a reply or what they says in the place of that word?