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Om's madhouse 2


#733

Yes I see 11:11 or 22.22


#734

A blaze in the northern sky is vigorous.
Under a funeral moon is majestic.
Transilvanian Hunger is epic, transcendental. Panzerfaust is juggernaut.


#735

Well, I had one of the most beautiful dreams ever.
I saw my high school crush. It was so romantic, so lovely. Unfortunately I woke up


#736

I would like to make love to her. Despite my low libido


#737

I found her on facebook. I sent her a friend request.


#738

My voices:
Goddess Annette (main) /Isidore (assistant) /Stockhausen (monism).
Lucifer (main) /Louisa (assistant) /Darkthrone (duality).
Plus Thoughtless, an hebephrenic kid.
Jesus, Meher Baba, Caitanya Mahaprabhu.


#739

Figured I need to stop using imagination completely until meds start to work. Just need to listen to kind of speeches or audio books that is 100% logical.


#740

Yes, imagination can lead to a world of fantasy and psychosis


#741

Seems like it has to be neutral in content too so there nothing for brain to analyze. Started hearing self from atheistic/scientific content, but when I listen to news I get nothing.


#742

Are you stable now?


#743

Stopped hearing mockery and now just listening to news.


#744

Good. I heard a voice cussing this afternoon


#745

This is weird prosessor where brain analyses content and hears response or the same exact thing in different context.


#746

Meaning? 666999


#747

#748

I’ll see what I get more


#749

Getting constant responses from one youtube video. It’s like interactive movie where I say something and get short sentence in response. Lipreading just doesnt seem to sync.


#750

Does it talk to you?


#751

Yes 565565555654


#752

Tv does this for me.