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Om's madhouse 2


#653

Today I feel I wanna die.
Life seems so tiresome.
I don’t have motivation to get out of bed every morning


#654

#655

I need consistency and farcry is gone so snap outta it. “The madhouse” is needed!


#656

Farcry liked a post of mine the other day. He comes sometimes


#657

See you are needed! I miss @chemwex, too!


#658

#659

Do you feel like your brain is on automation? I’m getting this every day where I’m like half android progressing towards something.


#660

I feel like this sometimes.


#661

Yes, sometimes 666999


#662

I had strange dreams. I saw a white snake getting into my house.
I can’t tell what really happened and what was just a dream


#663

No voices. First time meds work.
And i don’t take the biggest doses, but decreased ones. Some minor delusions, still there. But I am better than ever


#664

sounds great, I’m holding good thoughts for you.


#665

“you’re like Caligula”
I may hear one or two random phrases.
But that’s all. I have a quiet mind.


#666

I have these small episodes where I lose insight and get in a dream-like dimension. Especially in afternoons when I watch tv. TV lately is a trigger


#667

What if I was not medicated?
These episodes would last for weeks or months.
I am so afraid of delusions


#668

hello @Om_Sadasiva how are you?


#669

I’m better than ever. I have no voices. My mood is ok, it’s a sunny day; that helps. How are you?


#670

I seem to be ok. It’s 2am here. I just couldn’t keep sleeping. You wrote that you are afraid of delusions. I’m always wondering if I’m delusional and don’t know about it. They can slip past us can’t they?


#671

Yes, they are insidious. They may be unnoticed.


#672

what do you have planned for today?