Om's madhouse 2

Angry? Me? Are you sure it was me?

What kind of noises? Real or hallucinations?

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Kinda like an old dial up modem and a female voice like Stephen hawking. But I think it might just be people next door

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I have heard computer noises from my coffee/espresso machine.

Or maybe it was a dream? Lately I can’t tell what is dream and what is real

I am very scared today

Why? What happened?

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Just feel very anxious. Like something terrible is about to happen

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Yes, it happens to me also.

“you should exterminate the powerless”

I worry people are afraid to help me. I worry my nurses think I am a physical risk. I have never hurt anyone

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If someone is paranoid he may hurt others or himself. Did you inform your pdoc?

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I have zero thoughts of harming anyone but I am big guy, with a shaved head and wild beard. I also look a bit desperate a lot of the time. I worry I have been profiled based upon my appearence

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My appearance is not good. I have wild beard and I don’t care about my outfit. I wish people wouldn’t judge by appearance. Did you talk with your pdoc?

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No spoke to my nurse instead. She says phone the team anytime. I worry I make a nuisance for the team

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“you have to die a quick death”

It’s not nuisance. It’s their job.
I am reluctant too to call my pdoc lest i cause nuisance

I have difficulty to swallow. It may be tardive dyskinisia

I am so afraid of this illness, meds, side effects.

I am afraid of meds and afraid to go off meds at the same time. I have side effects, and there’s no way to determine which med causes a specific side effect