This is goddess Annette talking
Somehow TV sends me messages from God
When I turn on TV, sometimes I anticipate a message, and I hear very carefully and messages start coming. I donât know who sends them. God or production of Truman show in order to ridicule me?
If itâs the production and director or Truman show, they must know what I think in my mind in order to show such content on TV. Maybe they have implanted devices in my brain
The director and production of my Truman show, make fake news and shows on the TV . Just for me
Everything I know is a lie. No real relationships. Everything is fake
You have us here @Om_Sadasiva , we cannot do much but being on this forum and talking to people I find helps a lot with having no real relationships
PS. Pdoc lowered haldol from 60 to 40mg and zyprexa from 80 to 60mg due to tachycardia
Are you real entity or just fake actor of the show?
Jassis pal those doses are still high !!!
You so far over the max dose lol
Yes, I am real. I am sitting here with coffee and cigarettes talking to you online
Still high but as you can see, I decreased them a bit and voices and strange ideas came back
You are not an actor? What if youâre playing a role?
A role in what?
A role in the show that has me, a poor schizophrenic, as protagonist
All TVs of people have my show except my TV that has other channels. Thus I donât see my self when I do zapping
How will I explain my pdoc the Truman show delusion? He is 80 and doesnât know the movie.
I still have some insight!!
I wish I was acting. My life isnt super right now lol
You should tell your pdoc that you think theres a show about your life and everyone is an actor except you
I had told him in our previous appointment. I must call him. We shouldnât decrease doses
Thats a good idea. Sounds like lowering the dose is causing some more delusions