These are three poems I wrote a few years back. They were on the old forum. I wasn’t as stable as I am now and I think that can be seen in the subject matter of the poems.
*Reincarnation* Downward I fall Swirling, twirling, screaming, dreaming Into her eyes Bewitched I am Whispers of sadness and madness Breathe from her lips Helpless am I Eldritch fire feeding my desire For her kiss I've known her now ten thousand years Each lifetime passed through pain and tears Cruel fate will play it's part And leave me with this shattered heart I shout a curse to god above For never shall I win her love Never and forever mine Eternal till the end of time
*My Dark Bride* A vision, a phantom, ethereal, divine Angelical fire and brimstone intwined For she is the light and the night in my dream And it's her name in the cold and the black that I scream But is she for real or a trick of my mind? Feverous fantasies and longings combined But these are just thoughts born of the sun When darkness comes they are undone And I am but a slave upon her return Yet I willingly offer my soul to burn Oblivion she beckons me take her hands And leave forever these sunlit lands To feel the sting of the razor sharp knife And release me from this miserable life She comes to me now for the day is at end And into the blackness we both will descend She is the dark inside me She is the voice that guides me She is the blood that spills She is the blade that kills She keeps the sins I hide She is my spectral bride She is my end
*The Rain* Quiet now but for the rain Just you and me as always Close and yet so very far Harsh silences between us Tears must speak my love for you For the words lodge in my throat How i miss you Thinking back on time passed by Remembering your humor Oh the way you'd laugh and jest Infectious and contagious Still puts a smile on my face Even today of all days How I miss you Night it falls and time is late They're calling me to join them Ever in my heart you'll stay Until we meet in heaven I'll leave now so rest sweet friend May peace be yours eternal How I miss you