skits a friend. I can’t help it. I’m like a transgender - totally rejecting who I am and becoming someone else. But it’s a painful lie that makes mother happy and therefore, me happy. Blind but happy.
If lies make you happy does the truth make you cry ?
If so It sounds sad.
Yes, my truth is sad. I’m an Eeore.
You I think can do better that that.
No, I can’t. I can only accept. That is enough, to stop fighting it, to stop punishing it.
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Maybe you could see some kind of psychotherapist, one who understands your type of problem. If you could find the right one it might help you a lot.
No. I understand the problem. It’s like having brown hair when your significant other wants you to be a blonde. You either bleach your hair or suffer.
How long ago did she pass? Why the need to drag her corpse with you everywhere?!?
No way to live, Chordy!
Because there’s not much going on in my life. So I dwell on the past. Also, because when I needed attention so badly, a Freudian psychiatrist was there to comfort me. I can’t let go of that experience.
So get something going in your life!!!
I’d sure like to see you happier.
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Thanks for the well wish. I’m supposing there’s some self punishment going on here. Making a prisoner of myself for sadistic stimulation.
Chordy, most of the members here are very civil and caring. You can disclose your scars here and get some understanding from us. I guess this kind of safe interaction is a part of healing process to your soul.
Eeyore saying “I don’t care about healing. I’m miserable and that’s what I want.”
I’m sorry to hear this. You are not well mentally.
I’ve been told we all have a happy=sad cycle. I’m on the sad side of my cycle. Blame it on the moon.
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