Oh no, he tried to kill me

Unusual Beliefs
1

Im not kidding. My little brother tried to murder me.

He went fishing for me, to see if he could bait me.

He threw out there, and has several times, that he may be able to locate certain harmful poisonous and physically addictive substances and knows a guy.

Just throwing out the bait there. He tried to kill me, and in such a terrible way to you know. He tried to torture me to death and ■■■■ me over bad.

Well goddamn!

The funny part is these people were the ones who invited me to stay with them because they needed it. I can’t tell you how much they hate me, it’s ■■■■■■■ crazy ■■■■. I keep telling them to that you can just tell me to leave if you want, no reason to torture a guy to death you know.

Just tell me, i get it, im crazy, you don’t have to have me around, thats cool and all. Why won’t they just drop the ■■■■■■■■ and say “hey, find a place to go.” Why the hell not?

So, that is part of my story, my relative tried to murder me by torturing me with certain substances. Goddamn!

2

Have you told your therapist about this yet?

As I’m thinking if he really wanted you dead he would probably just shoot you or bludgeon you to death.

3

Pans. Are you still taking your meds, when you start accusing your family of such things , it means , that you need to either take your meds and or go back to your pdoc and tell him , your still having problems. Your family are your refuge.

4

I have read Pans’s stories for a while and they all seem to have a similar sound in these. Pans I do not know if you are a very imaginative person who develops these stories or are these just your delusions. What do you think? The little stories are often quite depressive and sometimes negative, or maybe you just use a lot of symbolism, what do you think?

5

Pans a good song for you, I heard it at the first time in the subway of Paris in Feb 1988, 27 years ago, I love it.