Trying to pinpoint the origin of my illness… i finally did… both the genitic and environmental cause…
when neanderthals and early human first bonded over a camp fire… the bond provided the genetics necessary for modern humans and my illness… the taming of fire allowed our species a control over the environment that allowed the new gene combos to more fully express themselves…
What does that solve? I no longer feel upset at my parents for breeding and making me… now i just wish my parents had been wolves…or ducks…