I do not want to be a obedient meat eater and that is one of the reasons I am moving out of the most loving peaceful home I have ever had.
My boyfriend I am leaving expects me to eat meat if I am with him or he would break up with me.
To keep the peace I said ass long as I live with you I will eat meat.
This is another reason I will probably never be a Muslim again because I do not believe in obeying my man.
Another reason I am moving is my sacred neigh.
There could be a few more little reasons but that seems to be the main reasons I am leaving a man I love and who’s who has. Taken care of me and I him for two years.
I love him and his dogs but I am moving interstate to live with my family.
I am leaving a peaceful loving home.
I hope I do not get depre Or sick again.
I was so delusional when I met him and became better with him because I was not so lonely and he was is so good to me,thoughtful and kind.
I know a big change can trigger us but I hope to be stable on my medication that was raised thanks to him.
Hope we will stay friends.
I don’t have anyone to chat with so hope to chat with him.
He thinks not eating meat will make me sick.
I hope he is wrong.
I will go to a dietitian for help.
I will be traveling for a few days.
I have family picking me up because I can not move by myself.
I need help.
Hoping for positivity love understanding kindness to help us cope and get through this change and to even have things to look forward to.
I look forward to going to the hairdressers after I have moved and visiting my sacred neigh.
He is a great man and I am thankful for my time here.
Love to you guys.
I think I feel helped having this forum to go to.