Part of the number with 47 in which they would kill me at that age came from a T-shirt I was wearing that had the number 47 on it. So I think the psychosis latched onto that. That’s what my therapist said. Do you think this is true?
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Yes I was pretty freaked out by 25 for awhile. Went away though.
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4,7,11,2
2 is your solution
You no longer have reason to fear 47.
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Man, the number 52,379.3 freaks me the hell out. It’s always been an unlucky number for me.
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yes its part of the disease its a delusion. during my first episode psychosis i used to believe there is a hidden massage for numbers and words on t-shirts also the colour of the clothes other people wear. to be honest till now i have this delusion but i am aware of it now i hope i got rid of it
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It always seems to be in the numbers 
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So do you think it’s just part of my psychosis?
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I don’t think that your t-shirt is communicating the age at which you will be murdered, no. That’s much more likely part of psychosis.
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I had so much more fear for the number 666 the first time I went to the mental hospital because the voices told me that I was the son of Satan(Satan’s priest). That delussion left me 3 years after I got admitted the first time.
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One hundred percent
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They had a policy of impression minimalism at the psych hospital over here. Yet there was a swastika carved in the closet in front of the bed in my room. Strange they didn’t remove that.
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I had a thing with numbers for years and still do… a little bit. My psychosis had me thinking that numbers 0 through 9 held secret meanings. Whenever I heard a number or saw a number that contained numbers or numbers and letters, such as signs, license plates, newspapers, internet, TV, everywhere… well I would constantly interpret what I saw for secret messages which fed into other delusion rampant in my psychosis. I lived in a very strange world back then. It took a long time (20 years) but today I feel much better and have good insight into my illness which helps in the navigation of my own unique cocktail (like all of us are unique) of symptoms. You’re doing ok. Questions lead to insight. Insight + meds + sleep + support leads to wellness.
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