idk wtf is going on most the time. Theres no difference between my actual memory and just delusional thoughts. So I tend to just toss everything to delusion. I hardly feel like I’m
On the planet sometimes. I follow a set of morals so I’d never hurt anyone. But I’m extremely destructive to myself.idk how to put a lot of this in words but my pops is constantly telling me I’m trying to”die guiltlessly” and I don’t even know if that’s what I’m doing. It just never ends and I’m tired of being sick.
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I hope you feel better.
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This sounds like you need a therapist to help you learn to love yourself.
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Therapy does nothing for me, I sit there awkwardly and have nothing to say. I don’t trust people to actually care. I just wanna be happy and not so dark all the time but it starts to just feel hopeless
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I’m not sure what to tell you. You’ve got to try. That’s no way to live life
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I know. And thanks for trying to help. I’m pretty aware that the other reality is just my sickness but it makes me want to cry and just let me impulses control me
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