Now that I'm not delusional anymore I realize I have real problems

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OK…

Now that I’m not delusional anymore I can see that so many people really are out to get me.

A handful of people that I knew thought it would be funny if I either killed myself and or ended up in the hospital for who cares how long.

Including my father.

God, that’s so cold.

I finally see now that this is how it has to be.


They also know exactly what they are doing to you precisely, so people with schizophrenia beware.
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lots of people are born into ’ bad ’ environments. :house_with_garden:
if that is the case we then have to ;

  1. make a decision to move from the negative situation.
  2. if you cannot move away from it…then make a decision to become a better person than the people around you…a better you.
    no one moment defines you…nor does a family define you.
    i hope things get better for you :heart:
    take care :alien:
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Thanks darksith

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It sucks so much to be born into bad environments.

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yes it does…it is unfair to have sz and to have a rubbish family.
but what i learnt was that the experience gives you;
an inner strength
an insight into the weakness of others…
it forces you to overcome…seemingly the impossible.
if you change…become a better person :man: …something beautiful does grow inside you. :deciduous_tree:
you don’t realise at first…but this goodness/kindness becomes you.
take care :alien:

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There was a time when I was psychotic that I thought people were trying to get me to kill myself. I bought a gun, a .22 auto handgun. My reasoning was that when they saw I wasn’t going to kill myself they would send someone after me. I wasn’t going to walk into a crowd and open up, but if someone had walked up behind me on a dark night I might have turned around and shot him.