I don’t even know why I care. Nothing matters. We all come here bitching about this med did this, this person said that, this symptom gets worse on the third Tuesday after a full moon…who gives a shite…we’re all gonna die. I have no will to live. I can’t stand feeling this way anymore and it will go on forever. I can’t even get up the energy to give two fu*ks. I don’t want to go talk to my pdoc this morning - she’s just gonna tell me to stop taking the Wellbutrin I just started taking a week ago. It’s likely the cause of this extreme mood swing. Why do I need to see her for her to tell me that? I just want to go back to bed and stay there til spring. Is that too much to ask?
It’s important that you go to your pdoc appointment. She will hopefully suggest another treatment option to try.
Have you tried therapy with a psychologist?
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Sounds like you’re depressed, I’d get medication for that
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Talk to your doctor anyway @tera.
They may come up with a solution to help you.
Don’t give up, you have your wonderful family to consider.
Ride out this temporary storm.
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I agree with @Moonbeam,
You need to go to that appointment.
There may be better alternatives for you.
I hate you feel this way,
As you are always such a source of encouragement on this forum.
If you go to the doctor now, it could only be a matter of days before you feel like yourself again.
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We love you, Tera.
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Tera, it sounds to me like you’re a sun person. As soon as the day begins to shorten and the sun doesn’t shine as bright as during summer, you get depressed. You have even admitted that in the past, you got depressed in autumn. You’ve been through this before, it won’t kill you. Stay strong! Go see your doc, they might come up with a better plan. Also, check your vitamin D levels!!
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Don’t give up @tera!!! One day you will feel better and you will say to yourself that it was worthing to not give up because now you are feeling well.
Take care!!! 
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I also have a mood that I do not sleep well now and do not go out of the house and in general want to die, and I do not take any medication,
@ola I’m so sorry that you are going through this too. I just want to go to bed
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@tera, you’ve done so much to improve the atmosphere of this forum and help it become a truly supportive place. I know it’s tough to see it now, but it’s important to take care of yourself because you matter. You touch a lot of people’s lives.
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How do you feel now, Tera? Thinking of you…
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thank you, what a nice thing to say
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