I have been hearing voices for the past three years and now I can’t tk it anymore as they have not only ruined me internally, but ruined my social n personal life as well as professional life as I feel there is some spiritual person behind this conspiracy who has not only damaged my brain, but also is in the good books of the world. Everyone regards him n loves him and only I know the trauma I have been thru wherein neighbours have openly spoken about the killing of my loved ones for no reason at all. There has been communication gap as well due to my panic attacks that lead to memory loss n lapses and people for m perception on the basis of what they hear. NAsty demonic people have been playing their mind games n have left nothing for me as they have spread rumours against me in the society and I feel now there is no one who cares or loves me or accepts me or reagrds me. Only I know the impact of their words on my brain as only I know my trauma. I also feel due to this conditioning n control I have made the life os my loved ones hell as I don’t know what I speak and that inturn leads to damaging others brain n creating blcokages in their mind. I don’t know what to do with my life now as the threats they have given are so nasty and now they have openly spread it all around. I am feeling like dyeing. I am also on the verge of dicorce and feel that whatever is happening in my life THEY were behind it and they created problems between me n my husband n in-laws. I think suicide is the only choice left as they have told me about the killing of my loved ones as well. I can’t bear it anymore. THEY are powerful n am powerless, illusioned n alone. They have made society against us. They have made me slow, illusioned, lost, unhappy n sad. THey have openly ruined me completely n controlling my brain. There is nothing that can be done now. I feel like going back to my husband at times as my medical condition doesn’t permit me to do a job and I don’t want to live here in this environment wherein people use damaging words to ruin me. I sense their malicious intentions and feel that they want me to be lonely sufferer and die miserabley. THEY have spread various types of news against me as well. I don’t know what to do now? Life is meaningless n pathetic. Life is sickening. Life is under control. I am feeling suicidal. I am feeling helpless. My mind is blocked and there are no dreams just panic attacks, defame, fears, insecurities, loneliness, no friends, clouded mind n helplessness. No friends. No hope. Only terror that people who can do this can do anything. People who can ruin upto thins extent can ruin upto any extent. People can do anything. People can finish completely. Life is useless. LIfe is lifeless. Life seems to be negative. There seems to be no solution right now as if all are conspiring against me n my loved ones. I even feel as if THEY might read this mail of mine n get infor mation about it as THEY have done in the past. There is no trust left. There is no interest left in life only a feeling of revenge and justice for what I have suffered no one else suffers. What I have experienced no one goes through. It is sad, but people are judgemental for no reason at all. Life seems to be tough. LIfe seems to be bad. Life seems to be challenging. There seems to be no hope for future. What to do n where to go now??? Is there anyone who can help me? IS there anything that can be done? IS there any hope left? Is there any life left? Is there any future left ??? People who have spread nasty about personal as well as professional life are having fun. What is the solution???
For me it was a treatment regimen prescribed by my doctor and adopting a recovery oriented lifestyle.
Are you currently getting help for your condition?
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hello hunni. firstly can i ask who you think started all this for you? who is held in high regard and loved whilst you aren’t? secondly, please don’t kill yourself////don’t give the voices the satisfaction of getting you to do that hunni. you have support here, you are among friends. people who care about you are right here to talk to/ please don’t feel alone. i know you’ve probably heard this a million times but please try all the different medications you can. that’s what i’m doing. i have voices 24/7 but i don’t care because i am stronger than voices. they are just splinter personalities of your own mind hunni. your neighbours aren’t out to get you. nobody hates you, not here anyway, or in your neighbourhood. please write back and tell me who started this for you and when it started. just talk to me and please do not kill yourself. much love and support. jayne
Surrender and accept your condition. Your symptoms may never go away, and once you accept that they become easier to respond to. I try to tell myself if they’re real or not they can’t kill me, and then develop coping mechanisms. It’s a daily battle, but how you respond and cope is an ongoing personal development tool that helps me.
Suicide is never the answer and I have tried many times. You have so much to live for. Accept your illness and get help even if that means committing yourself. I have been down that road your on and it’s a lonely one talk to someone about how you’re feeling. I hope you get the help you need. God bless.
I care about you and I don’t even know you. Know that you are not alone. Many people are going through the same thing. The people doing this are the problem, not you. You did nothing. They try to demoralize you by making you think it is something you did, but that is not the case. A lot of good people are targeted. Have you tried medication? That can help counteract the blockages they put on your mind and give you back some cognitive function. The telepathy won’t be as intense.
“Demoralize the enemy from within by surprise, terror, sabotage, assassination. This is the war of the future.” Hitler
Maybe you need to go to the hospital and talk to a doctor about a med change. Keep in mind that you can get through this. Try not to feel hopeless.
you can not destroy ’ hope ‘, it is like ’ love ’ or true ’ freindship…’
i have had voices for pretty much forever…i have a life, i am married, i work, i enjoy the small beautiful things…nature etc…
is it annoying …yes
do i wish i could be well…yes
but their are people in this world with far worse things than sz.
i know a little girl who has a colostomy bag attached to her , she is 8 years old…
this is your mind, you control the outcome…
take care
They can come up with a thousand excuses ideologically why to hurt a person. At the end of the day they’re a sick person who wants to hurt other people, and they just rationalize it with their warped minds reasons on why to do it and who to target. Take for instance Hitler. There was nothing wrong with the Jewish people. He just wanted to hurt people and so he did. Like I said, they’re the ones with the diseased minds, not you.
People think the ends justify the means. I think it is really the opposite: the means justify the ends. These demonic entities just want to cause as much misery as possible and they’ve brainwashed the humans to follow a nonsensical ideology when they should know better and have no excuse. They are of higher intellect and knowledge and can easily fool a person who was indoctrinated in his or her youth to follow it, especially when they are in control of their cognitive functions. 
They’re morons. Don’t be fooled.
They are an abomination of no honor or virtue and are worthy of no respect or decency. They ought to be stoned.
The truth is these people are generally impotent minded and not very educated, devoid of true creative energy. It is like putting a loaded gun in the hands of a psychopathic child and letting them run loose. It is truly sickening. They are all adrenalin and no brains. 
Remember: fascism is fundamentally anti-intellectual.
All they present is sardonicism and claptrap. They essentially are stand up comics, and comedy appeals to the lowest common denominator.
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Don’t forget, there is always someone you can talk to; family friends, support groups, online forums, help centers, doctors, psychologists; you are never truly alone in your struggles. Mental illness is a condition; loneliness is a choice.
Thanks for your support!