Not sure if there's anything wrong with me regarding this

But all I want to do now is eat, smoke, listen to music, sleep, repeat

It wasn’t always like this. I gamed, made music, made YouTube videos, watched movies and TV posted on other forums prolificly. Had a job in a restaurant for 4 years


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My mood is great right now. More stable than ever. I also talk to my city from my terrace

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Sounds like “distraction imperative” to me. Which isn’t all bad by any means, but can be disempowering – and depression-inducing – if it goes chronic. I’d be online looking up workbooks like this one, because I have very strong hunch based on what you wrote.

I miss the things I used to do. I used to go kayaking, cycle and read and write books as well as gaming. Now I just don’t seem to do any of those things anymore, and it sucks. Just seems ■■■■■■■ pointless to me.

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