I was talking to me boss today at work. She’s this really cute (married) 27 year old women who is pretty even tempered and nice. Anyways, I forget what we were talking about but she says, “Nick you are always so calm”.
What the hell?
I’m the most nervous, anxious guy on the job I thought. I’m constantly stressed and my mind is usually racing a mile a minute.
I had to walk away from her and go around the corner to ponder and process this info for a minute.
Me? Calm?
Hmmm, how can I use this info later, lol?
yea me too.
there was a rod steward tune, you wear it well. I would sing it to myself.
You hide it well!
as usual I like to pretend there is nothing wrong when there
is visual evidence to the contrary, so I just say that has to be a hallucination. right? right?
I recently told a therapist how intimidated I feel around other people, and her remark was that I was the one who seemed intimidating. I told her that if I was intimidating then people would leave me alone, which is good because they scare me so much. The anxiety can be quite intense.
