Not good enough

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I feel on the verge of throwing things. I’m so frustrated and tired of not being good enough and for making so many mistakes. My husband’s religiousness irritates me because I’m not good enough in my religion. I feel like a villain. Not. Good. Enough. Wanna cut. I already tried. I’m not agitated physically I’m very calm but my mind is so not good right now. My meds at least calm me. But I’m just not good enough. I’m so tired of these high standards and of making mistakes so many mistakes. I’m so tired. Need a break. Wish I could listen to my own music instead of the same religious stuff my husband listens to. It’s nice but I’ve heard it so much. He doesn’t like my music. I’m not religious enough for him. I’m frustrated.

I suppose that’s enough for now. You get the gist.

Thanks if you read this far

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perhaps you are putting yourself under a microscope and being too critical

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I think you need to sit down with your husband and tell him your thoughts and feelings. See if there is a way for you two to come together on this.

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