If the concern about your cardiovascular health is the only thing preventing you from trying Clozapine, you can simply discontinue taking it if it has bad effects.
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Please don’t hurt yourself its not the country they are lying to you, It would be nice to talk to you I’m in the same situation and thought it was everyone watching me but they cant watch both of us at the same time so one of our delusions cant be true.
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Yea you definitely aren’t being watched. You have a good point.
I know the feeling being secretly watched and talked about behind your back. Its scary cause you are powerless over it. You need to know that feeling will pass. Its going to be ok.
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This is the sign its going to be ok.
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I feel suicidal when I think life is meaningless. I don’t know why I’m alive today, but that I’m not in much pain, although sometimes I can feel so bad. I think about people who have felt more pain than I, and that gives me courage. I consider that it might be very immoral to commit suicide. And maybe I’ll just find myself in another world where I have to work twice as long to recover.
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My ex fiance started talking to me in when I was in the hospital. She died years ago I missed the funeral and only know that she died unexpectedly at home. She said she was still alive and working as a prostitute for this shadowy organization. That was very pnainful after a while. So really this is like she’s in another world. I don’t think they faked her death. She’d be older now too like late 50’s so that’s pretty old for a prostitute.
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@anon52450205 . You should have a discussion with your psychiatrist about clozapine.
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I believe that the whole country is watching me and that is not safe, but yes still ,there are people who are worst than me even though I’m living in what feels like hell. And yes suicide probably is immoral but God knows my pain.
Wow. So either you are hallucinating, or see the deceased.
sad to hear you feeling like this =(
i can’t imagine not being able to talk to pdoc cause there isn’t one. I hope you got somebody you can go to though and get some help.
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Thankyou. I have a nurse practitioner. I think she knows a little about medicine.
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