I think I am not grateful and contented enough…even though I am not a relatively successful person and not someone most people would be proud of,but I ain’t contented…and that’s why I am mostly anxious or unhappy…I don’t follow steps or advice,mostly because of my bad experience hence the reason for these.I think if I had good experience following u
Advice and had success with doing steps I am told,I think I won’t be like this.I am doing relatively well nowadays,would say better then my life I had in my past,but I just want more happiness which is normal,but I would do a lot better if I am content with life…
I also had problem with impulses…like I know doing these things will not yield good result,experience,but I submit to my impulses and follow thru…really need to learn my lesson better…the punishment of my impulses is bad enough,but I take too many times to learn…