Not a good start to the day

was irritable and complained to parent about stuff, then they left and i got angry and depressed and i choked myself with a cord, was going to call crisis but i realized alot of my neighbors are outside and i have packages coming that i dont want to miss, so i drank a bunch of whiskey and rum and took hydroxyzine so i can be calm to not do something too bad. i have to wait a month to see new doc for evaluation, i would like to go to hospital, i feel like if i could go back on my old ap olanzapine than this extra suffering might stop but i am trying to wait it out. things are hard

Are you on any antipsychotic at the moment?

If it’s useful to you, I would think a pdoc make the changes you require.

Services are supposed to prioritise people most acutely in need. Talk to someone and tell them what’s going on, as if the pdoc is made aware you might get an earlier appointment if there is cancellation

paliperidone, used to be on olanzapine a year ago and was doing much better, now ive been doing bad dont know if its clonazepam withdrawal or invega is not for me tho ive been off clonazepam since december

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