Am I that obviously MI? Or am I just too weird, strange? I really don’t know.
My last gf, my last bf, my last best friend, and my son, all never wanted to go anywhere in public with me. I gathered that they were all just too ashamed to be seen in public with me.
When I said they were ‘gone’ I didn’t mean dead. Although my son is dead. I meant they were completely gone out of my life. Like either moved away or just not communicating.
I was much smarter than them in school and university before. I have a degree in health sector while they dont, my program was much harder than theirs.
My brother wouldn’t want to go out with me in public, especially around my house. So I’ve decided to just ignore him when I see him around my family’s apartment. I don’t want to be an embarrassment to his classmates nor to his girlfriend.
I can’t discuss my SZ with anyone in public. I have to play it off and ignore the voices. Other people are so unsympathetic and self absorbed. I am sorry about your son @SkinnyMe!