I’m certainly not suicidal right now. Never thought about it. I am just pressing the boundaries of life and experience. Dealing with dimensions most arent familiar with. Topics like death, which are part of the cycle of life. Such as a star dies and becomes a black hole, eventually consuming other black holes and creating in the process a super hyper mega black hole that piercing the fundamental wave pattern of the universe rapidly expands into another universe.
I just had some experiences and decided to share among those that might understand. That’s all.