Life is pretty boring. Isolated from derealization and depersonalization, exceptions are not allowed anymore to reach my thinking and feeling. Entirely self-centered and self-occupied. Basically the daily life is all about sustenance and covering. Not caring about anybody. Is there a cure for this?
The defense mechanism is getting stronger and stronger over the years. Every time feeling hurt, the protection is, detach from real world, and the best protection is, detach from oneself. Thanks to current social and financial systems.
i think coffee helped me a little from the meds making my personality feel blunted when i was on it but not sure if thats what your talking about
Thank you for your suggestion. Third cup of white coffee is still on the dining table. Not sure if this is negative symptom of schizophrenia.
it was the medicine for me but it went away over time to an extent. also i was taking too much medicine i needed 3.5 instead of four mg which was wierd but sometimes they over do it on thr medicine
I think, in my case, when it comes to depersonalization and derealization, it typically happens when I am feeling overwhelmed and need to shut everything off. I don’t control it though. It just happens.