im sam. im 30. had my last psychosis 9 months ago. then my first in feb 2015… i was feeling really lost about my life… like what am i doing no idea… 3 years later im still here. lost no idea what im doing and i hate feeling trapoed thats why i think my mind snapoed and i had psychosis. my mind just goes and goes and i cant stop it. whats triggered your psychosis ?
Ya, I’m like that too, and it is a relief like a transmission rolling off of my chest, but then not more than 15 minutes or maybe an hour later, I’m back at cracking at something to get ahead again. I’m not fun because…
That’s quite a large amount of interests. I admire that. I have a shorter list. I like to read, to go out to eat with friends, and watching sports on TV. And reading the internet like here. I like to keep in touch with friends.
I read a lot about self-improvement.
If it’s any consolation most people have no idea what they’re doing with their lives. They are lost and confused, and their lives have no meaning and they have little or no control over their lives.
You can try and find someone to to tell you what to do ie religion.
Or you can try and learn how to live your own life. It’s hard very hard yes. You have to start thinking for yourself and learning for yourself.
I’m not being patronising, it’s a very hard thing to do.