Is there anyone who, over time, began to have small flashes of happiness? Let’s say I woke up one day and had an appetite for music, but it went away. I’m in a phase of reminiscence. Is there anyone who had these flashes of happiness and it got better over time?
Yes, live in the moment and try not to think/overthink about illness too much
Yes, it happens to me every once in a blue moon. On occasion I’ve felt cured. But it never lasts unfortunately.
I am a passive observer
What do you mean?
Hey Winston buddy, you’re better, right?
I am a passenger in my brain
The only way I keep out of the hospital is by not reacting to what goes on in my head
This is like some Buddha level mindfulness
I went through lots of stages over the years
Although I will admit clozapine gives me calmness no other med has achieved in 20 years of messing with APs and doses
Yeah, my meds work and I can handle an amount of time off them but my mind is still basically tripping underneath. So it dempens the extreme range and like outside stimulus. But you deal with it
Everyday I feel a spur of happiness in a mire of sadness.
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