Needed lowliness of mind. Needed wholesome activities. Mutual caring between father and son(I). Satisfactory with covering and sustenance. But there is more to it....Why and How?

DX'd - Other
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I am okay with myself, just need to let myself know that

  • I need to have lowliness of mind
  • I need wholesome activities to carry on in order to endure to no end
    -Mutual caring between father and I, an elderly and a mentally ill
    -Satisfied with covering and sustenance.

But my preprogrammed system somehow can’t help itself, because of seeing people mourning and crying for help, or not at all able to cry for help…I have heartfelt feelings for them. And I have only set my thinking to mind my own(and parent’s) business.

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You probably know this in your head, but unable to feel that way in your heart. Writing it down-or seeking out some sort of therapy may help

3

Maybe that’s most important. Why + how - This is probably stupid but maybe you could find a ‘loved’ one? Maybe things would explain themselves.

I think this is true of me. But then you get married + are trying to stave off divorce.

Find love in yourself. Maybe that’s the truest way to go.