I was in the USA studying in a college… while I was there I meet a guy on the bus who was talking on the phone with someone saying stuff like " The people in this college wanna make me crazy … they think because I am calm I don’t understand but I know everything … I wanna leave that college" that incident happened after I finished signing half of the paper needed to leave the college …
Also I heard a girl saying she wants to leave the college on another bus … also there was some one talking on the phone about how he finished computer school and passed an english exam to enter the college and that everybody even people in the street know english and can do this - the same as me - … also once I was in a book store and I took a copy of a book and went to the computer to check on it when I returned I didn’t find the rest of the copies in their place and their place was covered with another copies of another books - although I was holding a copy in my hand … then when i returned back we were driving the car to see a doctor and that girl like stopped infront of us with her car she was talking on her mobile and like she
wasn’t concentrating so she stopped her car … then after I while the same thing happened with another girl and another car … the same situation … also I was once talking to a friend on whats app telling him he can tell me what he wants on whats app and no need to call … after that with about 5 minutes my mobile rang and when I answered someone called me my friends name but I told him that is a wrong number … by the way there is no hallucinations in that because the boy in the bus had an umbrella which hit me in my leg when I was there … also the car incidents was me and my father … the phone call there is a number stored on the mobile in the received calls … so my theory is the CIA is trying to make me crazy by doing that stuff to me … this theory is because when I was in the states I was walking with my father and I heard someone saying CIA then after about 2 or 3 steps someone said I don’t wanna go back - and I didn’t want to go back to college … then after a few steps some guy cursed and like hit my leg from the back and when I turned to him he said not you man … as if they are insisting to get to me and make me feel paranoid and delusional
I would like to know what do you think and if anybody had any similar situations
Welcome mohamed159,
sounds like some paranoia to me but I am no psychiatrist.
How long were you in the US?
Have you had similar cases of paranoia back at home? Did you feel better and less paranoid when you have been in a more familiar setting for you?
Just a few of my thoughts…
being in a familiar place is better yeah … but what do you think about those situations
From my reading of your post it sounded honestly like you may have been reading into things that may have been coincidence. But the fear of the CIA messing with you is the only thing that really says ‘paranoia’ to me. My guess is you are not so important that the CIA is concerning it’s self with you to the point of harassing you.
Have you been diagnosed with schizophrenia?
Yes that is what I have been told
My thoughts for what they are worth is that perhaps there’s the possibility that you experienced an episode triggered by culture shock/transition shock? Again I am no professional, this is just my thoughts. If as you say you are better in your familiar culture/country then perhaps this is what it was. I could see culture shock being an easy trigger for something like schizophrenia or an episode of paranoia.
Again, I’m not a psychiatrist.
Nowdays most of the people know about the american culture because of the movies and tv shows … I was kind of aware of what I am going into … but may be being there was different for me … it could be … thanx for your answers by the way
Thats what they tried to say to me. A big change, culture shock, im afraid not, i had never been happier, it was great moving actually.
Revenge for all, everyone should get their revenge, and then we can move on to bigger and better things.
You know a big red flag as to what was happening was when my “family”, thats what they call themselves sometimes, held a crystal pendulum over a map and it/they showed where i was across country. How magical, of course they knew where i was, they were running me ragged throughout the city i was in, they could have shown anyone where i was in different ways.
Oh yeah, we’re being ■■■■■■ with alright, we’re animals in a cage. All we need is a good asteroid to smash into this crazy shithole and we can be free.