@LED I have five kids and there is not a day go by that I don’t worry about their health or that they will go through the issues that I have. Ultimately I am so happy to have them in my life. They have made me a better person. My consolation is that if they do inherit my illness I will know what signs to look for in case they do. They will get faster help because I am educated about all the things that are wrong with me.
If you love your children and take care of them in the best way you can, then you are a wonderful mom. Don’t compare yourself to other moms because no one has the same life experiences as you. Be strong and love your family. When she grows up she will know that you gave her everything she needed.