I’ve just got to shoo it out of my head.
Schizos have a higher sense of things… real or not or somewhere in between. Your standards are a mark of insight. They acknowledge the imperfections the human being… While it is tormented… you are also seeing into the potential future of what is us. As a sentience, given time, there will be humans who meet your marks. but rest easy chordy. It is merely your desire to be better than you think you are. When really all it takes is seeing room for improvement at all times that makes you better than you’ll ever be.
Well, some actions are too complex to come out perfectly and never will. I don’t like beating my head against a wall over a difficult musical passage that will be scary no matter how much it is practiced.
As are we all.
Intimidation limits our growth.