That could almost be a blog title, “my voices told me to do something and I did it. Here’s what happened.”
They said one of my old friends was suffering and needed me. And I thought maybe it’s this one guy, so I reached out to him and said hi. He said he’s been thinking about me a lot and is glad I’m contacting him.
Even though I did this with my wifes approval it is still nervous. I stopped talking with this person because some interactions with me caused a sz cognitive dysfunction after he had a spiritual delusion. We did not know he was sz when it happened. He went to the hospital and everything. This was also a year or two before I became sz.
He reached out to me later when I was going through an episode of sz and depression and I basically said I just found out I’m sz so leave me alone.
Now I emailed him. He emailed back. He’s excited to hear from me but I can’t help but wonder how can this go wrong.