My voices harp away at me that I don’t have a girlfriend. Whenever my mind has a quiet moment basically. They tell me I won’t look normal without one.
They keep reminding me of a situation where. I probably could have had an distance relationship, and things seemed odd so I just tried to stay friendly.
That didn’t go well.
Thing is I want one, but I only try things when I think there’s a reasonable chance of success. There isn’t.