My thoughts šŸ’­ of the day

Hey yā€™all.

I think these food videos Iā€™m watching on YouTube to get over my fear, is actually triggering binge eating.

Every time I watch it, I just get uncontrollably hungry, and I eat like I lose my mindā€¦

I ate three eggs and 5 eggs I put a slice of cheese on it and a banana when I got home today, after watching the foodie thing on YouTube.

Now I feel fat and feel guilty.

Iā€™ve also fallen on my skates today and hit my elbow a bit hardā€¦ I am not young, and Iā€™m worried I might break my bonesā€¦ may need to buy pads.

My confidence level went down pretty bad, but Iā€™m surprised Iā€™m not dwelling over it too much.

I must figure out my recovery rate for exercising. I want to work out and skate, but I still canā€™t figure out how to balance these two.

I gave some cigarettes to co-workers. I donā€™t want to smoke them. I have some left. But Iā€™m gonna try stopping smoking.

I am going to see if Iā€™m not too depressed to study todayā€¦

Gonna try though.

Itā€™s was just too long for say anythingā€¦

Hmm

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I wish you the best. Hope you have a great day. I quit smoking three years ago. I used Nicorette chewing gum.

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Thanks budā€¦

I wished I had more time in the day honestly

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I hope you eat in control and be careful while on skates

Take care

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Hey thank you, perhaps Iā€™m rushing to progress on skatesā€¦ :thinking:

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Pads would be a good idea, @abise-- that way you can keep rolling without getting hurt.

Have a good day! :sunny:

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Yeahā€¦ I never wore them except for helmets when I was younger, but I think your right. I might need to invest in some :slightly_smiling_face:

Thank you! Have a good day at work today too! Oh but itā€™s Sunday :thinking:

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Yea, pads may not be the most gnarliest of gear, but theyā€™ll for sure minimize any chance of injury.

Are you skateboarding or rollerblading?

Hey thanks!

I do have work today, but they might cancel it on account of the hurricane thatā€™s comingā€¦ We shall see.

ā€¦Iā€™ll take a free day off, no question :sweat_smile:

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I picked up skateboardingā€¦ lol

Just for fun sakes you know. Keeps my mind occupied.

Be careful out thereā€¦:no_mouth:

When I was living in Miami , hurricane Irma hit us and it nearly picked me up and flew me awayā€¦ everybody evacuated and was a big thing in 2018.

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Hey thatā€™s awesome :slightly_smiling_face:. Is it a longboard or a regular skateboard?

Longboarding has become pretty big in my area. Iā€™ve always found it awesome how some people can kinda ā€œdanceā€ while theyā€™re on them.

Skateboarding is a cool activity for sure.

Ooof, yea Irma was a bad one definitely. Glad you stayed safe!

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Itā€™s a regular board :skateboard:

Just wished the streets are more smoothe :no_mouth:

My little achievement would be regularly visiting skate parks.

Not now, but maybe in the future.

Little steps to get back on my feet. Literally loll

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Hmm. . .

I Used To Know Someone Who Enjoyed Those Same Activities.

Skateboarding And All The Rest Of That Glorious Recreational Glory.

I Never Found Much Interest In It To Be Honest.

Strange To Note, That Same Person Who Enjoyed That COOL Way To Pass The Time.

Had A Poster Of ā€˜NIRVANAā€™ On His Wall In His Bedroom.

Yaā€™know, To Impress The Dear Damsels In Distress.

Now, I Loved Kurt Cobain And Crew In All Fairness.

In Fact, The Day After His Suicide It Opened The Door To Spirituality For Me.

As I Was Listening To 'IN UTEROā€™ The Very Moment I Discovered The News On MTV.

Strangely Though, The One With The Poster, The One Who Skated.

Never Actually Listened To Them.

:pensive:

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Maybe he admired you.

listening to them, saw that you thought highly of the band and wanted to be cool too.

Maybe he just wanted to fit in.

Hmm. . .

You Bring Up An Interesting Point.

It Wasnā€™t Admiration.

It Was Discovery Of Something Pure And Rare.

Finding A Light In A Lonely Cave Of Spiritual Isolation As I Sat Isolated.

And Thinking There Was A Secret Key To Unlock Many Secret Doors.

Sadly, It Happens. . .

:pensive:

Iā€™m sorry you had to go through thisā€¦

Thereā€™s a calligraphy on the wall in my house that saids ā€œ be mindful and the doors will openā€

But I say you need hope along with that.

Believe in the light your trying to follow.

Things will be better

:blush:

So you ate 8 eggs? Thatā€™s a lot of eggs in one day

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Lol no, I meant bacon

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Oh! Haha. I was flabbergasted about the 8 eggs haha

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I remember in high school the history teacher saying that someone in the French Revolution was killed for ordering a 5 egg omelette.

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Hmm. . .

Eggā€™s.

Ugh!.

One Time Someone Mentioned Eating Eggā€™s And I Was Revolted.

And Reminded Her That Those Are Creatures And ALL THAT JAZZ.

But!,

I Had To Remind Myself That I Still Enjoy Meat Pizza.

I Know, I Know, Iā€™m Working On It.

Iā€™m Not A Hypocrite.

No Seriously, Iā€™m Not.

Another Thought For The Day.

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