Abise
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Hey yāall.
I think these food videos Iām watching on YouTube to get over my fear, is actually triggering binge eating.
Every time I watch it, I just get uncontrollably hungry, and I eat like I lose my mindā¦
I ate three eggs and 5 eggs I put a slice of cheese on it and a banana when I got home today, after watching the foodie thing on YouTube.
Now I feel fat and feel guilty.
Iāve also fallen on my skates today and hit my elbow a bit hardā¦ I am not young, and Iām worried I might break my bonesā¦ may need to buy pads.
My confidence level went down pretty bad, but Iām surprised Iām not dwelling over it too much.
I must figure out my recovery rate for exercising. I want to work out and skate, but I still canāt figure out how to balance these two.
I gave some cigarettes to co-workers. I donāt want to smoke them. I have some left. But Iām gonna try stopping smoking.
I am going to see if Iām not too depressed to study todayā¦
Gonna try though.
Itās was just too long for say anythingā¦
Hmm
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I wish you the best. Hope you have a great day. I quit smoking three years ago. I used Nicorette chewing gum.
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Abise
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Thanks budā¦
I wished I had more time in the day honestly
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I hope you eat in control and be careful while on skates
Take care
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Abise
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Hey thank you, perhaps Iām rushing to progress on skatesā¦ 
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Pads would be a good idea, @abise-- that way you can keep rolling without getting hurt.
Have a good day! 
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Abise
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Yeahā¦ I never wore them except for helmets when I was younger, but I think your right. I might need to invest in some 
Thank you! Have a good day at work today too! Oh but itās Sunday 
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Yea, pads may not be the most gnarliest of gear, but theyāll for sure minimize any chance of injury.
Are you skateboarding or rollerblading?
Hey thanks!
I do have work today, but they might cancel it on account of the hurricane thatās comingā¦ We shall see.
ā¦Iāll take a free day off, no question 
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Abise
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I picked up skateboardingā¦ lol
Just for fun sakes you know. Keeps my mind occupied.
Be careful out thereā¦
When I was living in Miami , hurricane Irma hit us and it nearly picked me up and flew me awayā¦ everybody evacuated and was a big thing in 2018.
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Hey thatās awesome
. Is it a longboard or a regular skateboard?
Longboarding has become pretty big in my area. Iāve always found it awesome how some people can kinda ādanceā while theyāre on them.
Skateboarding is a cool activity for sure.
Ooof, yea Irma was a bad one definitely. Glad you stayed safe!
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Abise
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Itās a regular board 
Just wished the streets are more smoothe 
My little achievement would be regularly visiting skate parks.
Not now, but maybe in the future.
Little steps to get back on my feet. Literally loll
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ATARI
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Hmm. . .
I Used To Know Someone Who Enjoyed Those Same Activities.
Skateboarding And All The Rest Of That Glorious Recreational Glory.
I Never Found Much Interest In It To Be Honest.
Strange To Note, That Same Person Who Enjoyed That COOL Way To Pass The Time.
Had A Poster Of āNIRVANAā On His Wall In His Bedroom.
Yaāknow, To Impress The Dear Damsels In Distress.
Now, I Loved Kurt Cobain And Crew In All Fairness.
In Fact, The Day After His Suicide It Opened The Door To Spirituality For Me.
As I Was Listening To 'IN UTEROā The Very Moment I Discovered The News On MTV.
Strangely Though, The One With The Poster, The One Who Skated.
Never Actually Listened To Them.

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Abise
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Maybe he admired you.
listening to them, saw that you thought highly of the band and wanted to be cool too.
Maybe he just wanted to fit in.
ATARI
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Hmm. . .
You Bring Up An Interesting Point.
It Wasnāt Admiration.
It Was Discovery Of Something Pure And Rare.
Finding A Light In A Lonely Cave Of Spiritual Isolation As I Sat Isolated.
And Thinking There Was A Secret Key To Unlock Many Secret Doors.
Sadly, It Happens. . .

Abise
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Iām sorry you had to go through thisā¦
Thereās a calligraphy on the wall in my house that saids ā be mindful and the doors will openā
But I say you need hope along with that.
Believe in the light your trying to follow.
Things will be better

So you ate 8 eggs? Thatās a lot of eggs in one day
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Oh! Haha. I was flabbergasted about the 8 eggs haha
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I remember in high school the history teacher saying that someone in the French Revolution was killed for ordering a 5 egg omelette.
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ATARI
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Hmm. . .
Eggās.
Ugh!.
One Time Someone Mentioned Eating Eggās And I Was Revolted.
And Reminded Her That Those Are Creatures And ALL THAT JAZZ.
But!,
I Had To Remind Myself That I Still Enjoy Meat Pizza.
I Know, I Know, Iām Working On It.
Iām Not A Hypocrite.
No Seriously, Iām Not.
Another Thought For The Day.
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