We haven’t talked since August. My dad suggested I sent het an email for her birthday on the 24th and imply I’m sorry and want her in my life.
Today he invited all his kids into a group chat to tell us he fell and broke his foot.
As soon as I replied, she left the group.
Now I’m having doubts about emailing her. This clearly shows she’s not ready to have anything to do with me.
It took her 10 years to reach speaking terms with our stepdad after cutting him out, and she didn’t like him before that. She loved me at some point.
Now I’m not so sure.
Can’t say I blame her, I’ve been nothing but a burden on her.
Still, I feel really sad and hurt and rejected.
How do I fix this?