My psychosis in 2018

In 2017 I had an episode where I thought my wife was poisoning me in my coffee so I drove ten hours from my house to Idaho on my way to Oregon where I planned to hide from the CIA. On the way I started hearing voices amd I started listening to them they told me to leave my truck in the middle of the road and head into the woods to get away from the cia. It was the middle of the night I ran into the woods Md spent three days running from witches amd demons while lost in the woods. On the third day my mind began to clear a little and started looking for the interstate I didn’t find my car but after a day I found the interstate and hitched hiked to town and stared walking around town I started suspecting cars were Cia looking for me I was scared they were going to kill me so I broke into a house through a basement window to hide. Thank god no one was home after about an hour of hiding in someone’s closet I realized that I had broke into someone’s house and was in real trouble I ran out of the house across the the street to a store amd asked them to call 911. I was taken to the hospital but it was an additional three days before I was able to give them information to get ahold of my wife.they questioned me the whole time I thought it was CIA interrogators. I am glad I never got into trouble for breaking and entering. ( my crazy life)

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Great story; well told!

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Thank you 251515151515

Thanks for sharing.

I’m also very glad you didn’t get in trouble for breaking and entering!

Hey your lucky that you didn’t have to face the law after breaking into the family home

Lucky I didn’t get shot.

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You were lucky.
Now do you take your meds?

Always take my meds now .I still have problems but not full on loss of reality

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I’m glad you take your meds and that they help you. That must have been so scary!

It’s was scary. I almost couldn’t write about it.

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Yeah. But you managed to do it so that’s impressive and probably helpful to you to talk about it

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People have made me that paranoid, but I didn’t necessarily think it was the CIA. Thought it was nutcases with an agenda against the mentally ill.

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lol
do you know why i m laughing
while reading your story
and thinking about my story
i think i had cia too
it is crazy think
your and mine
although i m living in egypt but my brain thought again and become convinced that my voices are cia
i beaten very hard many times becoz voices
feel really sorry about that

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my advice to u
be moral as much as you can
and be good and love others
ask for help everytime you feel in crisis :green_heart::purple_heart::heart:

i feel i gonna beat now :neutral_face::neutral_face:

Interesting story. I did very similar things while having a psychosis. I was getting coded messages that a girl part of the conspiracy was waiting for me in my neighbour’s house. I broke into the house searching every room.

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