that my voices, around 10, are part of my self.
She also wants to know about my dreams.
She helps very much
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She asks about childhood but i have no many memories
Do you have positives now or did you get rid of them completely?
I have a few voices some days but most of the time I am in peace. You?
Just a little of thought broadcasting and minor negatives. Working on reducing them with supplements.
I have a little trumanomatrix but not everyday
Ye, I get that truman a little too with TB
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May I ask you please what kind of supplements do you mean? I’ve been taking medications as I should for a while now, I still think they’re just sleeping pills. I think they just want to make me look even more stupid. Why everyone keeps telling me they can’t hear what I hear I don’t know, how can they not, I hear it plain as day. Everyone’s in on it I know that but give me some credit some postive criticism why is it all negative and degrading things I don’t deserve, they want to break me? Tell me I should just give up is just cruel. I want it to stop, what is it I have to do what am I not getting? Will someone tell me …
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Meds are not sleeping pills unless you don’t have positive symptoms like hallucinations and delusions at all. Meds stop my voices, especially the bad ones that tell me to kill myself and kill people.
Thank you Aziz for responding and for sharing. So your saying they are like sleeping pills … the doctors say that I’ve hallucinations and paranoia but that can’t be because it is real. It’s anybody and everybody I come into contact with say things either to me or about me.
Sz seems so real that we don’t believe in it.
My psychiatrist said not believing in sz is part of sz, the illness.
Thank you for really listening.
I get so tired all the time.
I hear them constantly 24/7
It’s frustrating that they say the voices are coming from me, I can’t seem to explain it to them properly because if I could they wouldn’t say that right. I don’t know how people know my thoughts and I’m not clear on who controls mine, I know reality says it can’t be the way it is. The only explanation I can come up with is some sort of higher power controlling what I say, hear, think, see … My newest dr (because we moved house)says psychosis and PTSD I only seen him once so far my old dr says schizophrenia … I think my old dr is right …
She said voices come from my subconscious.
They are part of my self.
But, I told her, they speak so fast, I have no time to think their words. It’s a mystery
I told her I am flat, without feelings, without control. She said flat is good, at least it’s not severe ups and downs. Yes, I agreed.
As time passes, she said, we will work on this and you will find your self again
I take supplements mainly for negatives like NAC with detox regulators, Phosphatidylserine, Dmg and Turmeric
I wonder if she spies on me in this forum.
I know it’s unlikely, but I am a bit paranoid.
Well, even if she reads me here, I have nothing to hide, right?
