Not long ago i was at the pdoc and she told me i was lucky, because i know (for the most part) that most of the things i hear and see are not real, and that im sick. She says most sz patients dont even realize they are sick.
That got me thinking, am i really lucky? That means i had to watch myself go from normal, to crazy(as much as i hate that word). Would it be easier if i didnt know i was sick? because if i didnt know i was sick, it would be like not being sick at all maybe?
Just venting a little bit…Dont know how i feel about this, its just had me thinking.