It’s like it comes in waves. I can’t see rhyme nor reason to it. I’ve been on abilify solid for 6 years. It’s incredibly frustrating. It’s worse than frustrating because I was beginning to have transient suicidal thoughts.
Don’t get me wrong I’m grateful the torture has finally ended. But it’s been there for about 2 long weeks.
For me it’s very cyclic. I get worse in spring and my breaks are later in the year and roughly every 5 years before the meds helped even things out a bit.