For the first time if my Covid test is negative. I think I am driving him nuts with what does he like to drink and eat ect. I need to relax…
Sounds good. Try and relax as beginnings are delicate times so they say but oh such more fun! Hope it goes well for you.
Thanks @rogueone. I got busy cleaning up my apartment and then got some sleep. Now I’m just waiting for my Covid test results. I was exposed last week, but haven’t been sick. I’m fully vaccinated though.
I’m happy for you. I’m in desperate need of some give and take. My fault for pushing everyone away. What’s wrong with me?!
Thanks. I don’t know if there is anything wrong with you. I don’t know you very well.
I mean I won’t let anybody get close to me and I don’t know why.
It’s probably the SzA. Are you afraid of rejection or maybe getting hurt?
I was. But I realized it’s better to be hurt than suffer loneliness. Everyone needs give and take, in friendship and romance too.
I can’t reason thoughts well, my mind is dark.
Being hurt all the time and remaining in a relationship rather than suffer loneliness? Interesting decision. Not sure if I will ever get to that point.
You sound like you pretty much have it together on what you want. Not everyone is out to hurt you. I haven’t told my new boyfriend about the Sz yet, so I don’t know how he’s going to take it.
Whoa, tread with caution as this revelation might sink the relationship.
To put it simply I realized it’s better to have a relationship and be hurt than always be alone. I didn’t mean stay in the relationship. I realized this but can’t make myself change, my mind is broke.
Thanks @yinyang. We just met a week ago and are just getting to know each other. I’m going to fix him lunch as he gets off work at noon.
It’s predawn here. I went to sleep at seven p.m.
I went to bed at 8pm and woke up at 2am.
I told my case manager, therapists, and friends he is coming over, what his name is, and where he works. I don’t think he’s any trouble though.
It’s exciting starting a new relationship and getting to know someone. Any guy would be impressed to see a clean/tidy living space. If you feel nervous or anxious, ask him questions about his life.
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