My new and permanent resolution to counter Schizophrenia in terms
of choosing a thought based single path for the rest of my life.
Path —>
Write existence.
Schedule every hour.
My new and permanent resolution to counter Schizophrenia in terms
of choosing a thought based single path for the rest of my life.
Path —>
Write existence.
Schedule every hour.
" Write existence "
Write it, you must…
This doesn’t mean write it literally,
it means create existence, using freewill
your world - your existence - create it using freewill - simply put " WRITE EXISTENCE "
The Truth:
EXISTENCE IS WRITTEN AND TO BE WRITTEN.
Write it,
practice it,
live it.
(?)
Theory makes a good critic,
Practice,
a master
I’m unable to become a master, I failed all my life in terms of becoming a master. My body ( brain/mind ) simple can’t take even a single step, a step to practice and become a master.
What you posted is simply awesome. Something wonderful, simple yet true. Spoken like a master.
If you say so,
But I doubt your truth on this.
A master must first have a passion, a desire for learning, the want to be, the rest will follow.
If you want it, live it.
Me too, I try to keep my life simple, as in “not complicated”, rather than “not complex”
Maybe a “master” of simple…that’s the closest I’ll ever get to being a master, but thanks for the compliment.
passion, desire, goals, motivation etc are what I lack — simply zero
and
procrastination, helplessness etc are 100%
■■■■ yoda
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passion, desire, goals, motivation etc are what I lack — simply zero
zero passion, desire, goals and motivation are zero,
but you have chosen a thought based single path
for the rest of your life?
What’s really behind this “plan” then?
It’s like… A rolling stone gathers no mass.
I’m living, living what? Life?
I’m living life as if I don’t even exist.
It’s true, everything happens as if I don’t even exist.
When I’m talking to someone I look normal otherwise I’m so non existing… as if there
is flesh and blood but no life.
My memory is very very poor,
I getting delusions and this looks like thoughts,
It’s like a Television Set
Something is broadcasted over television,
memory not stored in tv
and tv is not life
It’s as if I don’t even exist.
I get random statements
In the past I came up with my own quotes and statements
such as
Everything is a variation.
… something happens …
Brain On Paper = Everything
etc;
I got more than 20 or such statements or quotes and I don’t even remember them
My latest
Latest —> Existence is written and to be written.
My physics-mathematics theory http://xyis1.blogspot.in/
I live a random life,
A life that is not organized what so ever.
Everyday I live, I live a random delusion life, a pattern loops itself …
Every day what ever happens is a pattern,
there are loops
No productive life what so ever.
Morning Selegiline 20mg and night Olanzapine 20 mg … now I am healthy. As you can see I am able to
make some reasonable enough posts today…
After I added Selegiline 20 mg my
Presence Of Mind
improved a lot.
I now no longer have some neurotransmitter caused loser mind/brain
somehow for some reason what ever the cause of this new life may be
selegiline did it.
I don’t really plan ahead via thoughts anymore. I live instinctually, sort of on auto-pilot, but I have good intuitions so it works out pretty good the majority of the time.
Dear Way12go, I have a hard time understanding you. Maybe it is because English isn’t your first language. Since you started selegiline your writing seems less coherent.
Just wanted to add what your post made me think: when I had hallucinations I could hear my own thoughts or memories crystal clear, broadcasted on a radio when I turned it on. Instead of music, I heard my thoughts. It makes no sense how that is possible.
I am curious about virtual reality games and bio-feedback to help adapt to psychosis. But it would have to be done carefully, you wouldn’t want a virtual realm that was violent such as with PTSD sufferers who re-learn past traumas and work through them. With schizophrenia, you need to learn to create alternative paths and understanding of the brain and how its working, or why we’re hallucinating.
I changed my resolution to:
Short term goals.