I feel exhausted using my mental power for the last few days, mostly here on the forum.
Being reluctant to express myself emotionally, sometimes I would label myself as someone who is a thinker or philosopher. In addition to that, my English skill is not all that good to convey my thoughts and ideas, so it would not be great to read my posts or topics. I noticed that “Unusual belief” section is the most unwelcomed section given its low popularity (or maybe it was just me).
I do not know but I tend to be rational than perceptual. Sorry for the lack of signs of mood or feelings.
Quick self examination revealed that my mental state is not that good especially yesterday and today. I think taking a time out is good idea, but what to do, I am addicted to web forums especially this one.
I spent a lot of time browsing internet , especially the forums, too. I noticed that your English is excellent. You must have some talent in language. Where did you learn English from? Is English an official language in Malaysia?
I also noticed that your English has improved drastically. Initially I learned English from computing books, and since 6 years ago, I started reading Watchtower articles in English. I learned better English from The Watchtower and Awake! magazines.
I think English is the official language of Malaysia, though I am not sure. (It is primarily Malay)
I joined the old site (no sure when) for a short period of time, then the site upgraded the forum software to Discourse. I joined again but only active for 2 months.
I did not show up on this forum for a long period of time partly because of the lingual nature. I love to type and read in my mother tongue but I also love in English for most of the time, and hence the switching between forums. And while I am working as volunteer (similar to social worker) at a local nursing home, I wouldn’t have Internet access for a few months.
Thanks for caring. You seems like a good father (of your family) to me, and your insight is very strong, qualified enough to teach the others like us, IMO.