BO, stigma and societal expectations are some of the challenges faced by dead people in late modern societies. We are not so different you and I. Sure, the dead don’t bleed the way the living do, and they don’t experience things the same way, but to proclaim that “there is no life after death” is something of a presumptuous overstatement.
İ think you are in some kind a mind labyrent at the moment.pleasures are simple.a good dish, one strong coffee at the morning,chit chat with your friends,a good book,a good song,a fun video game some sex and life simple is that.don t be too complicate
Sorry to hear you are depressed at the moment. When im in a bad mood, i listen to dark and sad songs, i guess its a very common way to deal with the darkness within. Listening to Justin Bieber or Ed Sheeran would probably send you directly to a closed mental institution.
I do not like Heavy Metal, it is somehow depressing. When I lived in my car in Miami I often thought who would miss me if I died. I was occasionally quite depressed, but then I used money and flew to Europe. I think that two years in the auto was enough. I do have also good memories.