I’m in a new trainee team of 6. My instructor is paying me more negative attention than the others.
She told me and only me to pay greater efforts at paying attention after a hard day where I’d been absent-minded.
A week later the instructor team sent a group email asking everyone to refrain from chatting or using phones in training.
Today the instructor asked me and only me to meet with the department head to discuss my future here and whether I’m still interested in the job because “we’ve told you several times to focus”.
I have some of the highest test scores in the group, fyi.
She mentioned me drawing during training, but I told her I listen better if I can doodle while the instructors talk.
The guy next to me chats, reads news, browses apartments and uses his phone. But nobody says ■■■■ to him.
It adds to the pile of an already shitty day. What should I do?