I still feel pretty good but im feeling dizzy alot with the 6mg of vraylar… and sometimes i feel a bit of an acid trip with my sz… it comes and goes a bit… overall i feel maybe 65% good 35% bad… its tough because ive been on zyprexa 10-15 mg over the past 15 years or so… and its been a few weeks only… but thankfully when i take the vraylar and 2.5 zyprexa at night my mind calms down… i feel dopy and very childishly self conscious but i find prayer helps with that…
it comes and goes tho.
Idk. im trying to better myself but its hard just now.
im awake 16-18 hours a day now which is awesome but im dizzy alot and finding im too insecure self concious crap. but i think i need to learn coping slkills again with such a big life change.
the halucinations are mostly gone… sometimes i still see heat rising if i look too long… many normies do too tho… i think.
im ok tho. im not acting out violently or nasty. im just a mush right now… yes more than usual lol