its wants only for me to pray all day.i cant do anything or enjoy anything else.its against my relegion cause its not pure.
Why do you feel this way?
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we call that in our language waka mean falling.which means becoming conscious.means falling and waking up to the truth.but i dont want the pure truth.
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people have been calling me disturbed all my life
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I have moments like these. I know it is scary.
I hope you can find a way to deal with it. For me, sometimes it helps to do simple things that draw my attention…spend time with loving people, eat together, take a walk in nature, do basic household things. At the moment im baking bread to work with my hands. God couldnt possibly be against all that? Do you have someone to connect to?
There is a lot of evil in the world, but a lot of good too. God made it. Connect to those things, that surely is allowed, maybe even asked of you.
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So beautiful!
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Never mind. 15151515
?? I’m happy to hear your opinion.
Fair enough…
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Just a reminder to all that religion is only allowed in a recovery-based context. Since OP has religious delusions, it is important we help them and not feed into them further.
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I don’t know what it’s like in your religion but in some the idea of making the most of your days by being good is encouraged. This is generally a really good thing to aspire tk want to do because it’s going to benefit you if done correctly.
I read somewhere that our “relationship” with a higher power is all about how we “see/perceive” the higher power.
If you feel helpless an dependent then you will experience things like guilt. But if you see it as a more loving concept or rather, a more accepting and merciful concept. You’ll feel better, possibly?
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What happened to my comment on gnosticism? Who deleted it? I didn’t even get a notification.
I feel that way every time I wind up listening to hip hop.
Same but for rock music lol
I wonder why rock music is all about the devil. I had a friend who played in a rock band and used to scream like an insane. Oh yeah and rock/shake his head. I told him you’re gonna break your neck 
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Seriously rock music gives me headaches.
I hadn’t noticed that it is? Some of it, sure. A good share of rocks songs are about nailing that booty.
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My friend used to talk about bands worshiping the devil, Satanic bands lol Weird names like Lamb of God.
But yeah you’re right its not all about the devil. I just know rock from my friend who listens to satanic bands mostly.
That was a thing with some of the bands like Iron Maiden or Judas Priest. I was more into KISS and Def Leppard.
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