He took ayahuasca last night and it only made him more delusional. He’s a muslim and said an album I recommended (Electric Sky Church Music by BT) sounded “satanic”. He says he thinks the devil influences everyone. Imagine seeing the world that way, that you automatically asume everything has to do with the devil. We’re supposed to play halo tonight but what am i supposed to do with him projecting and being like he is? I also feel like it’s tough to be friends with him because he keeps trying to convert me to islam and take an oath. I’m starting to get now why delusional people have so much issue connecting with others, unless the delusion is shared. Idk it just makes me want to be in reality I guess.
I do think he lost his mind last night. He was talking to me with his shirt off on facetime and looked completely fried. If that is what I looked like back then then I guess it’s a good thing I don’t do that anymore. The last time I did acid with another one of my friends I thought he was the devil. It hurt him to hear me say that but I wasn’t well. Anyway I just don’t know that I want this guy as a friend. He is one of my only friends left but he is actually more delusional than me and he is supposed to be normal. I need all the friends I can get but it seems like he is intent on changing me and I have no desire to change in that way.
hopefully he will get help/it will leave his system and he will be better