But they are extremely important to me. Theyve been so super toxic to me more so in the past, especially when i was a teenager and early 20s. Im really worried about moving back in will bring that back.
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Do you have to move back in? It’s only natural to have hatred for relatives. It comes with the familiarity and love.
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Yes i do. I dont hate my parents they just irk me a lot. They both have personality disorders and according to my therapist i do not. They can be very hard to deal with
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Not saying everyone with a personality disorder is like that lol but they are
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It was a good thing I was at odds with my mom. I had to get out, I was a Mama’s boy.
I love my mom but she can drive me a bit crazy as she has major anxiety issues. She used to give me a lot of space but once I got diagnosed with SZA she wants to check in all the time on how I’m doing and worries about me too much. She takes care of paying all of my bills with my money because of my avolition so some of it is necessary but I like to have space and isolation due to SZ.
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Yeah that would drive me nuts too. My parents havent reallt seen the psychotic side of me, i havent lived with them while having severe episodes but now they probably will. Ive hid my symptoms from them for the most part.
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Im hopeful about this move. I havent felt much hope lately so this is a huge relief. Doesnt mean it doesnt suck though.
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I hope it all works out. I couldn’t get along with my mom when I was young. I even got emancipated at 16. But now that both my mom and I are older and wiser we can get along really well. I do think living together would be tough, but still doable. I hope this all works out for you. I’m glad you’re prioritizing your mental health needs. That’s a great start
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