Hello. So last night, I was marching around my house and saying how the NSA were putting thoughts into my mind, reading them, and people were taking them out of my head and how they are mindless drones (my family) that are being run by the NSA. That may sound stupid to you but I still believe it, I’m just awake, I got knocked out with Xanax and I’m a little funny feeling. I still believe this really, it’s the only way to explain why I get voices, why I think crazy things etc and why it started to come on last year and wasn’t always there, an outside force must’ve put this in my mind. Anyway, I was extremely terrified that they were up the loft in my room putting these voices in my head last night. They don’t support me at all.
They tell me that I was acting it, that while being medicated that I shouldn’t be like that, sure, I shouldn’t, but I’ve only been on it for 2 weeks if that… And they think medication is a cure. It’s not a cure. So basically they think I just put it on, not sure why I would do that but yeah, it makes me feel like ■■■■. What should I do?